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Happy 15th Birthday Nadzirah :)

February 05, 2010

Hey ..

I'm bored. Totally.. Okay i'm sorry because it's been a long time i didn't update blog. I was totally busy getting ready for upcoming exams and performances. Phew! I've got a little time to rest. Sad right? Hah. Actually i don't know what to talk about.. But it's okay. To my baby boy. Hah BABY BOY?! No my darling.. I pity you as you have to come back school for you NPCC and campfire thingy tomorrow. Aww.. Hope you'll have a good rest after that. I love you.. :)

To my PATHETIC Jeremy. Hey.. Come on cheer up. Don't be sad.. You still got me. Even though she only likes you, doesn't mean that she doesn't love you.. Everyone has their own right to who they wants to love or hate. Meaning she loves you.. But not in. Uhm. It's okay i don't want to elaborate more. You should know what i mean. Whoa!! Okay i don't know what i'm talking about.. I'm like talikng craps now. Hee :)

Okay i feel happy. I don't know why.. Even though i'm tired, i still want to be happy. And just put a smile on my face.. Hee :)

          

As today is Nadzirah's Birthday. 5th Febrauary.. I wanna wish her a happy 15th birthday! Hope she had a good one earlier. May God cherish all her wishes. Dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. Amiinnn.. :) Girl i love you. Stay pretty always.. It's okay no matter what she's still in you heart.. I know how you feel. Take care. :)

That's all i wanna say.. More to come. Love y'all!

Take care.

Love, Fadilah :)

I Can't Lie He's On My Mind ..

January 08, 2010

Hey People ! ..

It's been a long time that i didn't post anything as i was totally busy with my Chingay prac , Chinese New Year prac & studies .. Whoa ! Stress people ! Plus , i don't have enough sleep these past few days back . Go back home late aftr practices .. And only have about few hours to sleep . Ahhh .. Okay nvm . To people who do really reads my stories .. Thnks . Anw you guys miss me ? Hah kidding .. Okay . Basically im bored . Plus , i got a lot of homework ! Arghhh .. Stupid lh . Stress ! Test ! Test ! Homework ! Homework ! .. I know Common Test will be coming soon . But it's just too many things to study ! Phew !

Alright .. I wanna share something to y'all . I have a friend . Same age .. She has a lot of friends . And so close to them .. One day when the first day of school which is this year + it happens few days ago .. She was totally excited to meet her friends .. Especially this guy . He's very close to her as a best friend . Since Sec 1 .. She was so enthu to know who's the girl that he likes & admire a lot . So she waited .. Then when during recess , she asked him who's the girl . And he said wait for a while .. She was so enthu+excited so much to know who's the girl .. After a while , he pointed to her , face to face right in front of her eyes . She was shocked ! She just couldn't believe it ! She kept saying this to herself . Is it true ? Is it true ? OMG ! And he replied yeah . But what can she do .. She just said . "Aww .. So sweet of you .. But i'm sorry i can't ." So she act as per normal . But the guy knows that she's attached . So he gave her some time .. But she just kept telling him this . "No . It's gonna be long . Trust me ." But the guy said . 'No i dun mind . I will keep waiting for you .. ' And it's just kept irritates her so much ! So few days after that .. She confessed to him . Saying .. "I don't know how to say this .. The only person that i love is Adil . No one else . We love each other so much ! And we don't want people to break it . So can you do me a favour ? By not waiting for me . Plz .. I pity you so much . I love you as a friend . A friend who cares&understands me .. Hope you'll understand .. Plus we can still be friends like we used to .. I don't mind if you really admire me so much . But plz don't go over it . Can you ? Thnks ." And he replied . "Okay sure . NP . But you could have said this earlier though .. Im okay so no need to worry . But if you do need anything , i 'll be there for you . You can ask me anything .."

Isn't it sweet ?! Hah . Okay .. Hopefully the guy who likes my friend will be okay . :)

Hmm yeah . So to Nadz : Beb , don't think about Ika jek lh . You must not give up so easily .. Keep moving . Many guys out there which is just that you can't see it who really likes you . Who knws  . So don't stuck at one place .. You need to move . :)

To Bie : Hey .. I love you so much ! I wanna hug you very tightly ! Can i ? Hah .. Okay kirim salam Amira ye ?! Hah .. Kidding .. People just kept talking about her . As they hate her so much . Okay nvm . Love ya ! :)

To Zul : Boy . Don't give up .. You must not stuck at one place . Find mre .. Im sure a lot of girls is interested in you . So yeah .. :)

Okay people ! I think that's all i wanna say .. Mre to come. Bye ! Love y'all ! :)

Happy New Year ! :)

January 02, 2010

 

 

 

Saw these pictuces up thre ?! They're all the REEDAQUE Family , X-Generation ... :) Style , huh ?! Hah . Okay . Basically .. Yesterday . We had a family gathering .. We played games plus winning some prizes ! Gerekszsz ... Hah . And we chill chill until we went bck home . Yeah nothing much to talk about .. I just wanna say . I had so much fun !! :)

 

Fadilah Mohd Amin . :)

Something about him ..

January 02, 2010

 

Hey people !! What's up ?! Haha .. Sorry guys . I've been busy with Chingay dance plus .. Im lazy to update . You know i know ... :) Hah . Okay as you see the photos up there is what i've been doing these past few days .. Phew ! Im tired . But anw .. Im happy cause i can perform many times !! :) I mean i have the opportunities to perfom outside in public . Okay as you guys know .. Chingay is going to be held after the 14th Feb , 2 weeks later .. Yeah . Its gonna be tough . But i like what im doing .. Hah . Yeah .. And yeah my parents are proud of me . But when the part im complaining .. They will be like "That's what you want . So don't complain !" Hah .. Okay i know Mama & Papa . It's my passion . You guys can't stop me ... Hah . Alright .. School gonna reopen sooner .. & im not ready yet !! I havent bought my school beg + shoes ! Ahhhh ... Okay calm down beb . Chill . Tmrw im gonna buy it . I don't care ... Hais ..

Let's change topic ..

What to talk about .. Hmm nth . Nvm .. Okay lets just end here first . Im gonna post another one now !! See ya . A new one .. Love ya ! :)

5-6-7-8 !!!

December 22, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGq0oEEQXWk

Hey .. Watch this .

Love them !! :) They're just amazing .. Thre's Ysabelle[Lil' Bigz] & Arianalynn . They're 11 & 10 years old . Talented right !! Hah . Love them ... Okay nvm . Lets' talk people !

Okay to be honest im so sad right now bcoz  .. Im the last one to know about Saf & Akmal . Plus Puteri break with Amir . Funny is it ?!?! Thnks eh guys .. Aahhh . Okay .. I had so much fun yesterday . Great !! And today .. I had dance . In school as usual .. As we were dancing . Dandy told us that we have to dance properly and nicely bcoz he's going to put this in Anti-drugs Competition .. Hais . Tired !!! Bt cant wait ... OKAY DANDY . I'll try my best ! :) Actually i dun knw wht to say or talk about . Boring lh .. Anw to Puteri : Beb , Surely you can get a better guy than him . Sorry Amir ! You're just not suitable for her ! :) Okay to Safura : Beb , congrats ! Last long ye !! Love ya . Nadz : Yours just sooner or later .. Wait & see :) Syaza : Last long with Harun !! HAPPY ADVANCE 2th MONTHVARSARY for tmrw ! Love ya tc :) Zulqarnain : Hey dude .. Just go for it . Who knws she started to like you . You nvr know if you didnt try .. ADIL : Adil Kurniawan my vampire . Hah joke .. Anw im so gonna bite you again when i meet you next time . Hah . Just wait .. I love ya !

Okay i think thts all im gonna talk or say about for now .. Mre to come nxt time . :)

Love ya ! :)

So Fun & Tirirng At The Same Time ..

December 16, 2009

SAW THAT ?!

Hah . Today i went to East Coast Park with my crazy mates ! They're amazing . Love 2A2 + Siew Ying + Mei Hui ! Im so gonna miss the old 2A2 :) Okay stop it . Firstly i wanna say that im sorry coz it's been a long time i didnt post . Im a lazy girl . Hah .. Bie knws tht . Kay .. So let's get bck to the topic .. Whre was i ?! Owhs .. Yah . East Coast Park .. Hmm . Okay i wake up in the morning .. Arnd 8 this morning . And i slept again for about 10 mins . Coz i was so sleepy .. Bie knws tht again . I was lazy to get up .. Bt i force myself coz for my crazy mates's sake .. I wake up you knw ?! Ahhh .. Okay thts nt the best part . The best part was when i reached at the Pending LRT arld . Arnd 9 plus .. I only met Emily & Jun Guan . What The Fish !!! I tot the rest was alrd thre waiting for me . Chey like 'Princess' .. Hah . Bt thn no leh .. Okay so i told Emily let's just wait and be patience . So we wait & wait & wait .. About 10 plus thn we go .. GUYs & GIRLs !!! We're supposed to be thre at Pending LRT by 9.30 SHARP !! You knw tht !? Grrr .. Okay nvm . So the journey to thre was quite bored . Bt Peixuan was FUN lorh .. Hah . He's funny . So about 11 plus we reached thre . And we went straight to McDonald because Shafiqah & i was totally hungry . The rest too .. So we ate lunch first . Thn we went to rent some Bikessss . Whoa ! Thts the best part lorh !!! So many things happened ! Emily : Im really sorry ... Bt we had fun though . Hah . Okay .. Thn aftr we rent bikess & ride it for like 1 hour . We stop at one spot and play volleyball & netball . Woohoo ! Fun . Thn suddenly .. About another 1 or 2 hours ltr .. The rain starts to pour .. Ahhh . Thn the rest including me rush bck to give bck the bikes .. And so pity of Siew Ying , Samuel & Darren have to walk under the rain . They gt no bikes . Thn Vincent & Qi Xian accompany thm under the rain .. Aww ... So touching . Hah :) Bt im sorry Siew Ying leaves you under the rain with Samuel . Bt romantic right ?! Hah .. Okay enough . Thn we wait until the rain stop .. Aftr the rain stop . Shafiqah & Jun Guan went bck hm . Emily & i went to the toilet to wash up .. So yah . And we meet the rest at the Arcade area ..

SAW HER ? Hah . She's my Idol . Selena Gomez . I love the way she dress up . She's my Fashion Idol . Hah :)

SAW HER BFF ?! Hah .. She's Demi Lovato . I love her so damn much !! Love her voice ! Rock to the MAX beb ! She's my Singer Idol ! :)

So yah .. I think thts all i wanna say .. Anything . I will talk mre nxt time ?! Hah . Okay ..

Owh !! WAIT .. I wanna wish this because i scared i've gt no time . So yah ..

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL CHRISTIANs & A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL ! :)

Take cre . Love y'all ! :)

Fadilah ..

Miss You , Dude ! :)

December 05, 2009

Hello everyone !
Sorry because these few days i didn't had the time to post . As im too busy with my school thingy and also im lazy . Hah . Okay ..
You guys know what .. I misses you guys like .. so much ! Hah . Especially my boy .. I miss you like hell . I wanna hug and squeeze you until you can't breathe . Hah . Joking lah . :)
And yah i wanna kiss you and i really want your kisses too ..
Hah . I love you , bie ! :)

Okay let's not talk about my boy . Hah .. Hmm .. Im bored . Anw today .. The Killer 5 feat Iman & Ain went for Volunteer Work thingy at school . The Killer 5 feat Iman as a group we in-charge of games . I mean not in-charge but like take care of the booth . Yah .. Okay then Ain . She have to take care of the registration thingy .. And Nabby Girl too ! Then about how many hours later ........
.......
We have finished . Yesh ! Finally . So tiring sia ! But it was fun . I had fun with the kids .. They are just so adorable . You knw that , right ?! Hah . Okay . Then we had our lunch together but Ain & Nabby Girl went home(I think..) . And went to BPP . Puteri wants to eat McDonald again .. She said she's hungry . Hah rabak pe , put !? Just eaten your lunch & your hungry again ?! Hah . Okay ... Then we sat there like about mre than 2 HOURS ! Whoa .. So long sia ! About 3 hours later we went to the hall near Put's hse & play soccer with the small boys .. I felt sorry for the boy that i hit . But it wasn't me actually . It's Put ! She pushed me . But nvm . The boy is okay with it . So yah .. An hour later went bck .. Arnd 5 plus reached home . Home sweet home ! :)
And taaa-da ! Im now here updating blog and chatting .. Tmrw i got Internet Course again . And i cn meet Ryan again !! Yeah !! He's good-looking boy & mixed too . As in the race . Yah .. Okay .
And to my dearly Syaza Syazwina .. Babe . Remember what i said to you , okay ?! So cheer up . Anything just talk to me . TO MR HARUN : Dude . Relax .. Don't worry . I will try my best to comfort her if anything happens kay ?! No worries . Chey mcm betol jek Pa ni .. Hah okay . I think thts all i wanna say . Coz tomorrow i have to wake up early . 5 am !! Early , huh ?! Hah . Okay ..
To all my .. I mean to everyone . I love you all so much and yeah .. Feel free to chat with me at MSN , YOUTUBE and FACEBOOK . ilavanilla@hotmail.com [MSN & FB] dilaboo[YOUTUBE]

Twitter and so on .. Coming soon i guess . See how it flows . :)

Okay bye . Take care . Love ya !

Fadilah :)

Never Let You Go ..

December 02, 2009

Oohh noo, oh noo, ooohh
They say that hate has been sent
So let loose the talk of love
Before they outlaw the kiss
Baby give me one last hug

There's a dream
That I've been chasing
Want so badly for it to be reality
(Reality, reality)
And when you hold my hand
Then I understand
That it's meant to be

Cuz baby when you're with me
It's like an angel came by, and took my to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go oh no sooo)

So let the music it blast
We gon' do our dance
Praise the doubters on
They don't matter at all
Cuz this lifes to long
And this love's to strong
So baby know for sho'
That I'll never let you go

I got my favorite girl
Not feelin' no pain no fear
(Pain no fear, pain no fear, no pain)
Oh no, don't have a care in the world
Why would I, when you are here
(You are here, you are here)
There's a moment I've been chasin
And I finally caught it out on this floor
(On this floor, in this floor)

Baby, there's no hesitation,
No reservation by taking a chance and more
Ohh noo, because

It's like an angel came by, and took my to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go, oh no sooo)

So let the music it blast
We gon' do our dance
Praise the doubters on
They don't matter at all
Cuz this lifes to long
And this love's to strong
So baby know for sho'
That I'll never let you go

It's like an angel came by, and took my to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go, oh, no, sooo)

Take my hand, lets just dance
Watch my feet, follow me
Don't be scared, girl I'm here
If you didn't know, this is loooovee

(So let the music it blast)
(We gon' do our dance)
(Praise the doubters on)
(They don't matter at all)
Oh babyyyy
(Cuz this lifes to long)
(And it's much to strong)
(So baby no for sho')
That I'll never let you goooooo
(Ill never let you go)

I'll never let you go, oooooh
I'll never let you go,

(Oohh noo, oh noo, ooohh)

I'll never let you go,
Ohh no, ohh noo, noo

I'll never let you go

Hey What's Up ?! ..

November 26, 2009

Hello .

Im just gonna type short and simple . Im lazy . Okay .. Tmrw thre will be Hari Raya Haji . Im happy . Im happy also bcoz his mine now . You knw i knw . :) Hah . I want tht hugs and kisses . Can i ?! :) Later i will be going to my Granny's hse . Coz my cousins and my family is going to like celebrate the occasion together happily .. Yah . Bt before tht my dad and brother will be going dwnstair to celebrate and pray together with the rest other members of blk 285 . I mean the neighbours .. So yah . Now i have to just get ready to go .. Ahh . Im having stomache cramps . So pain sia ! WTH . I need the toilet pls !! :) Okay whteva . Im bored . Tht boy of mine is now waiting for me to finish this whole ESSAY . Hah . :) Just wait and wait okay , bie ?! :) Hah . I miss ya . And i love ya at the same time ... So anw .. You can msg me now . Topup alrd mah .. Hah :) Okay lah i think thts all i wanna talk about . I cnt take it . Im having stomach cramps . Argh .. Okay nxt time , alright ?!

Okay , Bubbhyes .. Love ya !

Fadilah :)

Happy Birthday Mom ! :)

November 25, 2009

 

Hello !

Okay im just gonna talk short and sweet now . Chey ! Coz im tired . Just gt bck frm Al-Amin at Bukit Timah thre .. Celebrate my Mom's birthday .

Saw tht picture above ?! Hah . Thts my mom . Her birthday was on the 24th Nov . Which i think its over alrd . Coz now is arnd 12.16am . :) Hah . Bt yeah she had fun . I bought for her a rose and a card . Sweet , right ?! Hah . I knw .. Thn at night .. My family and my cousins went out for dinner and also to celebrate her birthday too . Gereksss .. :)

Thn aftr eating we went bck hm . :) Im bored and tired . Tmrw dancers have to come bck to decorate the dance studio . Hah . Lame , right ?! Okay whtever . Im talking shit nw .. Anw thre will be an OPEN HOUSE this Sat .. So have to decorate . No chance . :)

So yah .. To all my dearest beloved family , cousins , girlf-yss and boyf-yss . I love you all so damn much . Good night . And sweet dreams .

To my beloved mom .. I love you too ! Your the greatest mother . Every moment with you is precious .. Coz i love you so .. Your always thre by my side when i have any troubles and problems . Your the one who understand me the most . Thanks for everything ! And hope you had a very fun time and the sweetest moment with us .. Thank you so much . I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! :)

So yah ..

With LOVE ,

Fadilah :)